Feeling like time stopped and left me behind.
Feeling like I'm the lost one somebody didn't find.
Seeing my life disappear one day at a time.
If I'm living, I don't know for sure.
My friends don't know me any more
and I never felt like this before.
Stillwater, you said that our scene, it had to end
but hey, that's not the way to treat a friend.
Looking at stars and far away doesn't seem so far.
Wondering where you are while I'm riding in the back seat of someone's car.
Not knowing where to start, thinking about the way we had to part.
The one you loved, he had walked away
before I came along and said I'd stay.
Then he came back and everything, it changed.
Stillwater, you said that we could still be friends
but hey, I might not see you ever again.
Riding for miles and thinking about you all the while.
The others talk and smile while I play the quiet, helpless child
but I guess someday I'll get beyond this place of denial.
I was so sure, I had believed
that even when you had to set me free
that someday soon you'd come back to me.
Stillwater, I guess I'll have to find another friend
and hey, you've gone away but you'll be hard to forget.
The rough cut video was posted on YouTube on 3/6/10 - click here to watch that video.