In Need
On a carousel that doesn't seem to touch the ground.
Not feeling so well on this unreal merry-go-round.
The organ plays so loud, I fear
that if I speak, no one will hear.
My friend, can't you see
that I'm a friend in need
and you've got nothing to give me.
I ride this wooden horse until the ride comes to an end.
Have I been here before, and how did I get to here again
and if I do catch the brass ring
will it really change anything?
My friend, can't you see...
Around me and close by are people laughing, having fun.
They don't see that I am deeply hurt and just holding on.
I met my shadow face to face
in a cold, dark empty place.
My friend, can't you see...
At the edges of the ride is a blur of dark colors and shapes.
I don't know what I'll find if I step off into that space.
Maybe I'll fall through empty air.
Maybe there's really nothing there.
My friend, can't you see...
The rough cut video was posted on YouTube on 2/29/12 - click here to watch that video.